Nightingale & Sparrow

Author: juliette

  • Dragon Breath

    Dragon Breath

    Tricia Knoll

    Scritch of metal tines on concrete called
    our gang from the fort in the woods.
    We abandoned paint-can seats,
    acorn cups and mushroom-rotted logs.

    Fathers in padded jackets and duckbill hats
    raked oak leaves in low October sun.
    Scritch of rake – we brought twigs for treats
    as fathers whooshed up fire with a little gas

    and much damp smoke and shifted us
    from one side to the other as the wind eddied.
    No one thought of air pollution, climate change
    or carbon sequestration. This was ritual,

    pretend cook fires on the oxbow of the Platte,
    banks of dry waving grasses, tribes circled.
    Smoke trending to pale. From the smackling
    of a burn pile, this taut smell was fall,

    going toward Halloween and shorter days.
    Liquid fire tongues leapt. If the men
    talked politics, we didn’t listen
    as they broomed strays toward the bonfire.

    If this was a playdate, we didn’t know it.
    If the future would yield up yard debris bins,
    we were too deep in rites of fire to imagine it.
    When the heaps were ash, we ran

    back to our fort, sugared up
    on ashy marshmallows,
    a wild smell of char in our hair
    replacing summer’s mowed lawns.

    We’d seen the dragon,
    heard it cackle and expected fall
    would always be the same.
    Fathers. Rakes. And fire.

    Tricia Knoll

  • Immigration

    Immigration

    Robert Okaji

    The hill’s shoulders, slumped under the sky’s glare.
    Hardscrabble and brown grass, insects chirring.
    Voices in the still leaves.
    I ask the boy if he would like water,
    some bread. Fruit. No, he says, I must go.
    The sun flares on the barn’s metal roof. A history
    of stray thoughts, of complicity and calloused hands.
    One tired cloud lingers overhead.
    I sharpen my knives, think of cold beer.
    Of finding home where no one knows me.
    Where snow falls and wood burns cool.
    And other incessant dreams.

    Robert Okaji

  • The Fjord

    The Fjord

    Jennifer Skogen

    It was a good memory: visiting Norway,
    staying on a farm with my husband’s family,
    eating waffles with cream and jam
    cooked over a fire on the banks
    of a fjord, like I’d stepped
    into my own bloodstream and followed it
    back in time to where my father’s family lived
    years ago, one hundred years at least,
    maybe more,
    before I appeared on the long chain
    of miracles that blood can perform:
    love chasing us children down the years,
    demanding we exist
    despite distance
    and time. Despite the great sea
    that separated my mother’s ancestors
    and my father’s.

    It isn’t that I belonged to the cold
    Nordic air that carried
    sparks from the fire and held the perfect
    scent of waffles overflowing the iron,
    turning golden and decadent.
    My last name couldn’t buy me passage
    back to another life
    any more than I could stop time
    from sweeping me into another decade
    past that memory on the beach,
    with the grief and joy that rode
    in the implacable current beside me.
    All this to say
    that I ate the waffle
    they cooked for me,
    jam dripping down my hands.
    All this to say that we can live
    through miracles.

    Jennifer Skogen

  • The God in the Hearth

    The God in the Hearth

    Pushpanjali Kumari

    You fail to notice the narrowing of the
    Passing days until you find yourself at a
    Shallow juncture of softening seasons,
    Your body, deoxygenated,
    Silently urges the fire in the hearth
    To linger on like a ghost awaiting
    A second death.

    It is winter and you still carry the music of
    Last summer’s hailstorm,
    Its tune a rich hum in your ears.
    The outline of your palm, aglow, waits
    For its translucence to be rooted
    To your memories of that distant
    Storybook summer with its tales
    Of djinns and draughts.

    The embers show you the worlds
    They ate up,
    In dancing shadows
    Of flickering moths and other hidden
    Nocturnal,
    This unfurling bloom of warmth
    Reminds you of the hibiscus
    And its fire-crowned pistil
    You sucked dry of nectar,
    Letting the small bead of stolen sweetness
    Diffuse on your tongue.

    How magical it is
    To consider the possibility of anything
    Disappearing in your mouth at all—
    A taste, a texture, a truthiness
    Of the god that exists within the things
    That remind you of nothing but
    The grace of tenderness.

    Pushpanjali Kumari

  • Showy Yellow Flowers

    Showy Yellow Flowers

    Maggie Frank-Hsu

    Often hard or poor soil
    is a fragile, complex mix.
    a single season of flood
    makes for wild
    hurried blooming,
    the rare chance
    to be too much
    before drying to stiff
    bayonet-like leaves
    that catch fire and burn easily;
    a bell of sacred smoke
    seen from a straight-back chair
    beside the bay window
    where nobody ever sat.
    I have asked for so little, just
    a drop in the dry season
    to take hold on the soil surface.

    Maggie Frank-Hsu

  • Best Friends

    Best Friends

    Faith Allington

    We met on Bonfire Night
    before the seasons turned
    too likely to ignite.

    The stars were affixed
    to the velvet dusk
    while flames blossomed
    on our cheeks.

    Bright sparks of laughter,
    the arc of your smile,
    and dark rich scent of apples
    rising from the cup.

    We offered the fire
    our twigs of hawthorn.
    I thought we were gold,
    even knowing Robert Frost’s
    admonition—
    nothing gold can last.

    But in that night we remain
    etched in firelight,
    flickering selves that never
    break or rust.

    Faith Allington

  • bonfire micropoems

    In the leadup to our nineteenth issue bonfire, we shared a series of micropoems from our talented submitters:

  • Letter from the Editor

    Dear Reader,

    Thank you for picking up our latest issue of Nightingale & Sparrow Literary Magazine! With summer heat surrounding us, and hints of autumn creeping in, we’re grateful to embrace this season’s theme, bonfire.

    Whether through pop culture references or your own experiences, you surely have a fiery image come to mind when you hear this issue’s title. I know I certainly did! Unsurprisingly, our incredible contributors brought just this life, alongside so many nuanced interpretations of the theme.

    For this theme, we gave submitters the following prompt: “The crackling wood and the warmth of the flames fill the night air. We sit around at the beach, or maybe the first football game of the season, watching the embers glow in the darkness as the flames lick the sky. Send us work that speaks to the primal allure of the bonfire or reflects on the tales passed down through this timeless gathering.”

    From Mahaila Smith’s “Wildfire” and Emma Wells’s “ Autumn Camp” to Pushpanjali Kumari’s “The God in the Hearth” and Kaitlyn Dempsey’s “Fiery Times,” you’ll feel theflames and smell the smoke as you page through this issue.

    As always, thank you to the N&S staff, submitters and contributors, readers, and other supporters who make this issue and all we do possible.

    Take a seat around the bonfire, and enjoy.

    Juliette Sebock
    Editor-in-Chief, Nightingale & Sparrow

  • Wildfire

    Wildfire

    Mahaila Smith

    People are setting fires because they’re frustrated, angry, hopeless. They have no power to improve their lives, but they have the power to make others even more miserable. And the only way to prove to yourself that you have power is to use it.

    —Octavia E. Butler

    All of your objects will outlive you.
    Here they are:
    haunting your line of sight.
    So set them aflame.
    As in:
    The whole world will outlive you
    As in:
    You are a dying god.
    As in:
    Welcome to Ragnarök,
    welcome to the burning of the world.

    A layer of ash coats the sides of trees,
    cars, sidewalks, schools, deer,
    lungs, arteries.
    It is a dry summer.
    There have always been fires,
    they say,
    These are no different.
    They start with a spark of static,
    a misused chainsaw,
    a lighter
    a can of gasoline
    a metal shovel striking a rock.

    We stay inside for days.
    The burnt wood floors
    and walls and wires
    desensitize our noses
    to the smell of lilacs.

    Mahaila Smith