Nightingale & Sparrow

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  • K.T. Slattery

    K.T. Slattery

    Fiction and Creative nonfiction Contributor

    K.T. Slattery was born in Memphis, Tennessee, and grew up just across the state line in Mississippi. A graduate of Spring Hill College in Mobile, Alabama, she now lives in the West of Ireland with her husband and an ever-increasing amount of rescue pets. When she is not throwing a ball, she can be found painting, writing, or exploring the ruins of ancient Ireland.


    @KTSlattery1


    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    Faló delle vanitá

    Bunker is Dead

    The Unbearable Torture of the Raven at the Arizona Sonora Desert Museum

  • Emily Craig

    Emily Craig

    Poetry Contributor

    Emily Craig graduated from the University of North Alabama with her English, Professional Writing Degree in 2018. She is a self-published author with two poetry collections, Pieces of My Heart and Loving Myself. Links to her collections, blog, and published poems for literary magazines are on her website: www.emilycraigodyssey.wixsite.com/writer. She has poetry published on Instagram by Nightingale and Sparrow, Royal Rose, and Marias at Sampaguitas, along with poems in Marias at Sampaguitas Issue One.

    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    Revival

  • Rusalka Awakened

    Rusalka Awakened

    Bayveen O’Connell

    I lay with my love where the silvery water lapped at the river bank and the cherry blossoms shivered and released their petals to float down towards the village. In the root-bed of the blooming tree, he pressed me into the earth while the sweet spring breeze sent dandelion seeds spiralling around us. He breathed in my ear as he thrust:

    “I love you. I want you. I will not share you.”

    I heard the warble of a blackbird as I sank further down into the bursting earth, into dark, moist nothing. My love buried me muddily with his body, silencing me with his hand round my throat and his tongue in my mouth. I tried to twist. I could still perceive the scent of the grass and the sound of the river undulating. I attempted to kick upwards but the blossom roots wedged me tight. A panic of blood filled my brain, the bellows of my lungs spluttered and the furnace of my heart began to grow cold. Blossoms and blackbirds and dandelion seeds danced in front of my eyes and an earthworm whispered:

    “Do not fear maiden, you will live again.”

    ***

    I thought I was blind for there was a fog before my eyes. I brought my fists to them and blinked. Around me were rocks and waving weed fronds. Seeing their movement, I stirred my arms only to see them flail in slow motion. A school of minnow darted past pursued by a leaping salmon. It minded me of my legs, and seeing light teasing down from the water’s boundary above, I made to kick from my feet through my calves and into my thighs to shoot upwards. But I moved not an inch and it seemed as though my muscles were not entwined around bone.

    I wondered if I was lame. I looked down at my body: from the curve of my shoulders, to the white of my breasts, and the sweep of my sides down to my belly. But where were my hips and what happened to the dip at the spread of my legs? Gone! In their place was a shimmer of scales that tapered into a fish tail and I saw that I was half and half. Yes, half and half and neither one nor the other: maiden and fish. My hands swept slowly along my neck and my fingers touched upon little slits, three under each ear, where my love had choked me thumb to middle finger. I recalled the earthworm and the final moments of my life before. My legs fused where I was used. Healed now, I resolved to find the rhythm of my new skin. I took in the water; I would swim it and it would swim me.

    ***

    Daylight shone down in beams piercing the ripples, reminding me that the land and sky were still there though not part of my world any longer.

    Strangely then, I swear I heard my love’s muffled voice through the depths. Curious, I swam to the surface and breached it with the top of my head. Again I heard the utterance. It was him, for I knew the sound of him, and he was grunting. I tilted my face and neck out of the water and saw him in a violent tumble with a young woman. As he rolled with her to the wedging roots, I slunk to the river’s edge and rose up with my muscle tail treading water. Exposed to my belly, my papery skin revealed my heart pumping once more for him, only this time it pulsed with cold blood. My love looked at me, recoiling. Letting go of his prey, he scrambled to get the earth under his feet. Opening my mouth, I sang to him:

    “I love you. I want you. I will not share you.”

     

    I reached out my arms to him and he fell on his stomach, dragged by my voice, and came sliding over the grass, mud and reeds toward me. His eyes were screaming as I pulled him down into the river with me. He struggled, shaking against my grip, kicking and hitting out as I held his head under until all of his strength had seeped away and he was still.

    The escaping maiden glanced at me over her shoulder. The tears streaking down her muddied cheeks were her thanks. And as my love floated away downstream to the village, I sank back into my watery domain.

    Bayveen O’Connell

  • Cynthia Anne Cashman

    Cynthia Anne Cashman

    Poetry Contributor

    Cynthia Anne Cashman lives in Los Angeles, CA. She was born in Southern Minnesota into a family business of floriculture. These roots
    developed in her a sense of wonder and awe that continues to inspire her. She recently published her second book: Circle of Time: A
    Year in Haiku. Her work appears in Nightingale and Sparrow, By Me Poetry’s anthologies, and other literal works.

    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    Beyond the Balcony Rosette, The Rite of Oak and Mistletoe

  • Surabhi Parmar

    Surabhi Parmar

    Poetry Contributor

    Ms. Surabhi Parmar is currently working as an Assistant Professor of English at Gujarat, India. She is also pursuing her PhD on the world’s greatest epic: The Mahabharata. She is a budding poet and writes in English, Gujarati and Hindi. Many of her poems are published by Visual Verse, an online anthology of Art and Words based in Berlin, Germany. You can reach her on Twitter @SurbhiParmar24.  

    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    Once

  • The Cherry Blossoms

    The Cherry Blossoms

    Lily Cooper

    The cherry blossoms were her favorite.

    She would awaken in the springtime after a long sleep of the gray, and the blue eyes of the sky finally opened up. All at once, the entire city would blossom into a pink-and-white wonderland. A royal blush carpet paving the way for Spring to come.

    Blocks upon blocks of cobblestone streets would be blanketed with light pinks and
    houses that have stood the test of time would be met with nature’s newest addition.

    Her heels hit the stone in satisfying ‘clacks’ that spoke words to her, words of warning that she should turn around.

    “Go back,” they seemed to say.

    She pressed on forward, under the protection of the peony trees, favoring the strong and sturdy hold they had against the weather. Light petals fell down to the ground, her hair collecting each one like teardrops.

    Her black silhouette of a dress was a stark contrast against the rows of white houses, while her pale, cream skin faded away into the paint. From a distance, you could see the single white pearl around her neck on a gold chain. The only pearl he could afford to get her.

    She turned onto Sakura street and a wave of memories fluttered around in her soul. Images of walks in the rain and entering the pub soaking wet danced around like a curtain of movies.

    She saw the first time they met down the road. The first thing he saw was the pile of
    books in her arms from studying for hours at the university across town. The second thing he saw was her chocolate brown eyes that broke apart into a million different shades of amber when she walked into the light.

    An image of the two of them talking at the bus stop tried to catch her attention. That was the first time he spoke to her— while awkward and jumbled, the words exchanged between them under the falling cherry blossoms and rain, was the step forward to their tumultuous relationship. Before she left on the bus, he reached up and grabbed a blossom and handed it to her.

    “Until tomorrow,” he said and waved her off as she headed back toward her classes.

    She still had the blossom he gave her tucked away in her journal. Flattened, crisp, dead, but full of color and memories.

    She crossed the street and walked through the image of their first kiss. It was after his shift ended and he had tried to make her dinner, burned it all, and they decided to go out to eat. Her cheeks were flushed pink from the wine and he grabbed her by the waist of her matching jacket and kissed her, curving his body into hers like a puzzle piece finally finding its home.

    She walked past the argument outside of his flat where she kissed him out of anger and lost her balance, causing both of them to fall down the stairs. They laughed so hard that they forgot what they were originally fighting about.

    There was the time when the springtime bloomed and they just sat on the step and
    watched the blossoms fall while drinking hot cups of white tea.

    At the end of the street, she got to the iron bars looming over her, twisting and twirling as if they were trying to strangle her. With one foot in front of the other, she crossed the barrier and followed the light-petal path down to where he wanted to be.

    By the cherry blossom trees. By her.

    The procession had already started as she made her way past friends, family, relatives, strangers, and viewed the large black box. To the left of it was him.

    She knew that smirk anywhere. It wasn’t full of the mocking and hatred that cruel school girls gave to the less desirables though. It was full of their inside jokes and memories of picnicking by the Thames in the springtime, the basket full of scones, sandwiches, and rose-tinted wine.

    She took that photo.

    A week later he left with nothing but a single letter apologizing, saying he loved her, but he couldn’t handle it anymore.

    The man at the podium spoke of a young life lost and other words that didn’t quite sink in. However, with every word spoken, petals would fall down over her from the trees above. As if he was saying, “Don’t be sad. I’m still here with you.”

    But he wasn’t. Not really, anyways.

    The only thing that comforted her was the knowledge of the tool that was in her little black purse. The tool that she would use after she walked back through the pink wonderland of trees and to her home. The same tool he used and the one that would reunite them.

    She loved the cherry blossoms.

    If only they didn’t remind her of him.

    Lily Cooper

  • Shelled Friend

    Shelled Friend

    Isidra Pendragon

    Shelled Friend

    Isidra Pendragon

  • Flight

    Flight

    Lisa Lerma Weber

    Flight

    Lisa Lerma Weber