Nightingale & Sparrow

Category: blizzard (Issue No. IX)

  • Intimations of Death, Passing through Connecticut

    Intimations of Death, Passing through Connecticut

    James Dowthwaite

    Harlem 125th St

    It is a cold morning, Cimmerian,
    and the last of the snowfall
    and the last of the night
    collude in the air of departure,
    enclosing the forty-one
    who wait on the platform.
    Harlem’s ghosts are lost,
    as they rise from the midair,
    caught with the half life
    of breath,
    turning and twisting
    in its pathetic ascension.
    Even talk freezes at this hour
    and they are quiet,
    those waiting on the platform,
    acquiescing themselves
    into the last of the snowfall
    and the last of the night.

    Greenwich

    On the train window,
    water’s ghost
    casts a veil over the glass,
    like a frozen lake,
    becoming the border
    between the living in the carriage
    and the dead outside.
    The snow, which in the city
    is wrapped around Main St
    like a Kashmir scarf,
    faces us here in its blank aspect,
    casting the trees, the fields,
    and the houses in strangeness,
    and life takes on the uncanny form
    of the photo’s negative,
    and being itself is quieted.

    Westport

    By the railroad bridge in Westport
    a crust of ice plagues the Saugatuck;
    The sky is a soft metal, platinum,
    being hammered into form
    as the light plays upon its cooling.
    The ice clears before the houses
    with their snow-banked lawns
    and spare trees, concealing little,
    and the fallen snow pulls the light,
    jealously gathering the view
    from the brittle branches,
    each one a memorial
    to the long-departed leaves,
    remembered only by the dark water.

    Bridgeport

    No cars, the boats all sealed,
    their white covers catching the light;
    there is no one here, the whole of Connecticut
    as if every living being
    had dissolved into winter
    and its languid snowfalls.
    The sky is sepia above the Veterans’ Park
    where the lethargic wind
    lifts only half the flag,
    the stars lost in its folds
    as on a clouded night.
    A lone crane
    salutes the steel water
    while the empty berths
    lie demarcated
    like graves in the harbour;
    and the train passes by
    unheralded.

    New Haven 

    So this is New England,
    where the old comes though
    as a palimpsest,

    or a half-ghost
    half-seen in the mirror,
    halfway on its departure.
    And out there,
    beyond Sandy Point,
    beyond Long Island,
    the dark Atlantic rages
    and in its fury
    holds off the snow.

    James Dowthwaite

  • All That is Solid

    All That is Solid

    Lynn White

    There’s an ill wind blowing,
    gale force at least
    laden with ice and snow
    a real blizzard,
    so keep your head down,
    head for home,
    don’t let it in
    close up the gaps
    and wait.

    Wait
    until the storm passes
    leaving all eerily quiet.
    Wait
    for the sun to return
    bringing rainbows.
    and the breeze to grow gentle
    with a sweet breath
    and a warmth to break the ice
    with colour.
    Wait
    for the delicate flowers to show
    through the shattered soil,
    melting the frozen silence.
    Make a space then,
    an opening
    for a warmth,
    that will shatter the ice.

    Yes, even the solid will melt away
    and make it all worthwhile.

    Lynn White

  • Letter from the Editor – blizzard

    Dear Reader,

    Welcome, and happy 2021! If you’re anything like our team here at Nightingale & Sparrow, you were eagerly counting the moments until the new year—and now it’s here! Even as we celebrate making it here, and all the hope that comes with this year, we’d like to take a moment to remember all those who couldn’t join us in 2021, from Breonna Taylor, George Floyd, Jacob Blake, and other victims of racist violence and police brutality to the millions who’ve succumbed to COVID-19.

    As I write this introduction to blizzard, I’m sipping a mug of hot, black coffee and gazing out the window at another interpretation of our theme. “The February 2021 nor’easter” already has its own Wikipedia page! The nearby woodland (hearkening back to our November 2020 issue!), having long since lost its leaves, is coated in a thick layer of white and ice. Watching the breeze blow snowdust through the air, I can’t help but think of the photos and written work that make up this Nightingale & Sparrow blizzard.

    With blizzard, we aimed to showcase the unique facets of every snowflake and the dichotomies present in every storm. As we make our way through the early proofs of the issue, I believe we’ve done just that.

    “Snow can sparkle on tree limbs or block your view of the outside world,” we wrote to submitters. “ Ice can create a graceful skating scene or a painful fall. Wind can burn your cheeks or blow a caress through your hair. We hope to explore the seemingly contradictory nature of the quintessential winter storm with this issue. Every snowflake is unique and we hope that each piece featured in blizzard will be equally distinct.” From Fija Callaghan’s “A Midwinter Night’s Dream” and Kate Gough’s “Yule Known” to Jasmine Kuzner’s “Snowsquall” and Karla Linn Merrfield’s “Breaking Story,” you’ll feel the chill in the air and smell the distinct scent of snow as you page through this issue.

    As always, thank you to the N&S staff, submitters and contributors, readers, customers, and other supporters who’ve made this issue and all of our efforts possible.
    Welcome to 2021, and to blizzard.

    Juliette Sebock
    Editor-in-Chief, Nightingale & Sparrow

  • The Popples are Sleeping

    The Popples are Sleeping

    Kimberly Wolkens

    Kimberly Wolkens

  • Solution

    Solution

    Maia Joy

    “Water Memory:
    the purported ability of water
    to retain a memory of substances
    previously dissolved in it even after
    an arbitrary number of serial dilutions.”

    Under a microscope, your cells
    possess every storm that you have faced,
    the remains of each war you’ve won
    and the means to conquer another; 

    You are made from snowflakes—
    each that has fallen upon your tongue
    carries the river it once bubbled along,
    the tear that was once wiped away,
    the life that it once saved.

    You are a blizzard of the things
    that failed to drown you;

    Your flurry is the only White Christmas
    that even Mother Nature cannot deny.

    Maia Joy

  • Dagger

    Dagger

    Andrea Lynn Koohi

    Life is chaos and crumpled clothing leaking from suitcases on the floor. We’re staying in a room at my mother’s friend’s place because there’s nowhere else to go. I don’t know where our furniture went, or the box of toys I taped in haste, or my mother who left while I slept last night. I have a mattress on the floor. I brought my cactus, our cat, my CD player, and outside the window I can see it now – the feather-light arrival of my favourite season. My body jumps just after my heart, and I slide the window open to breathe the change. I hold out my hand to the falling snow, the friend I’ve been waiting so fervently for, the joy that was certain to come, to stay. But then: a dagger falls in the center of my palm; I yank my hand back inside the room, gaze at the pool of red that’s forming, wonder at the compression of pain into something so small. I’m angry and I cry, and someone I don’t know stands in the doorway and asks what happened. I tell her an icicle fell on my hand and she laughs a little and says I’ll be fine, says she might have a Band-Aid inside her purse. But I won’t be fine because Winter did this, and how could it do this when I loved it so? When did it join ranks with all the rest? The next day it snows as I walk to school, fresh layers on the ground like icing sugar. Thick flakes glisten, fall gently for me, but still I feel the throb beneath the bandage on my palm, so I don’t put my heart out, just keep my eyes down, scour the sugar for nails and glass.

    Andrea Lynn Koohi