Nightingale & Sparrow

Category: growth (Issue No. XI)

  • Tigers and Old Furniture

    Tigers and Old Furniture

    Vinayak Singh

    It was too hot to sleep in there. The fan ticked along lightly, barely giving any relief to the poor souls beneath it. The air hung still and stiff, wringing out sweat from even the most lightly dressed. Light shone through the cracks in the curtains, with the passing trucks and cars painting feverish vistas on the walls.

    Still, his cousins snored away, sweaty foreheads and all. He tossed and turned to no avail, and sat up in dejection: he wasn’t going to sleep that night. Caring not for the heavy sleepers, he bumped and felt his way out of the room and up the old stairs to the roof. The old, rusty excuse of a door creaked along as the latch was pulled, and opened to the starless expanse of night. As he settled against the railing, he thought of where he was, and where he used to be.
    He had been born a couple blocks over from where he now sat, in a snug little hospital where his grandmother was a nurse. His mother had wanted the birth to take place in her hometown, as had all his cousins’.

    He could see himself running around as a child of eight, away on vacation at Grandma’s house, getting into spats one moment and making up the next. The courtyard bustling with the laughs and cries of children with nothing on their minds. It lay quiet now, with none of the colourful toys that scattered its granite floor before.

    He looked on to the property gate, and the plastic chairs stacked up nearby. It was only so many years ago that he had to climb up those chairs to even peek over the great gate. It now lay a full foot beneath his eyeline.

    The storeroom came into view. Hushed warnings of a hungry tiger inside, who devoured all who dared to enter. He remembered building up the courage to venture inside for years, and when he finally did, the disappointment could scarcely have been greater. It turned out to be a dingy little place to put old worn-out clothes and broken-down sewing machines in. All a ploy to keep him and his nosy cousins from hurting themselves falling over old furniture.

    His thoughts then took him to the shady plot nearby, whose old brick walls hid from them the occupants and their lives. For years it was shrouded in mystery, home only to dangerous monkeys and scary things of the night: it now revealed itself as a simple family’s ancestral land fighting against being incorporated.

    Everything that was huge before now seemed so small, and everything mysterious now mundane. The naivety of boyhood had given way to the realisms of adult life, and it seemed to him as if all magic were lost. The house seemed smaller but emptier, a void that could not be filled by people or things. Even in its emptiness did it manage to rub shoulders with him, reminding him of what was. Reminding him of his grandparents, they who had been old his entire life, now seeming older each year. Wrapping themselves up tighter with each passing winter, their ailments more pronounced.

    He sat alone. Only he was a stranger on the roof then, of an unfamiliar house, in an unknown town.

     

    Vinayak Singh

  • Sonia Beauchamp

    Sonia Beauchamp

    Poetry Contributor

    Sonia Beauchamp (she/her) is a healing artist on the North Shore of Oahu. Her poetry examines multiracial, feminist, queer identity. Read her recent work in Typehouse, Literary Mama, Wrongdoing Magazine, and pioneertown. Find out more at www.soniakb.com.


    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    Tending the Garden

     

  • Vinayak Singh

    Vinayak Singh

    Fiction Contributor

    Vinayak Singh is a 20 year old undergrad from India. He loves skimping on project submissions to read and write.


    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    Tigers and Old Furniture

     

  • Roots

    Roots

    Ellen Clayton

    There’s an immovable tree inside me
    carefully planted by my parents
    Which they nurtured gently
    each day and each year;
    the roots growing in the same fertile soil as
    An orchard of ancestors

    My family keeps this
    Fruitful, faithful tree flowering
    So I am able to
    thrive
    I plant my feet firmly
    Grow tall
    above the cacophony
    Of self-doubt and external judgement

    And now, it’s my turn
    Three tiny people relying on me and their
    Father to tend the emerging shoots
    of their identity,
    Give them tools to flourish and bloom
    We hope to cultivate confidence
    To yield kindness, joy, strength, resilience

    Our legacy:
    An
    unshakeable
    sense of belonging grown from the
    Roots
    of our family tree

    Ellen Clayton

  • Margaret King

    Margaret King

    Poetry Contributor

    Margaret King is a Wisconsin author who enjoys penning poetry and flash fiction. She has forthcoming work in MoonPark Review and Moist Poetry Journal. She is also the author of the poetry collection, Isthmus.


    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    The Particular Tilt of the Earth (at this time of year)

     

  • Sarah Beck Mather

    Sarah Beck Mather

    Visual Art, Poetry Contributor

    Sarah is an artist, actress, and poet – recently published by The Bounds Green Book Writers, A Soft Landing, Last Leaves Mag, Nottingham C.A.N and Bloodmoon Poetry. Her latest Art Commission can be seen in the resus ward, A+E Department and Chelsea and Westminster Hospital vaccination hub.  Her visual poetry can also be seen in Streetcake Magazine and Nightingale and Sparrow Literary Magazine.  Review, and Oprelle Publications, among others.


    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    Rooting
    My Heart
    Ophelia
    Equestria

  • Zach Murphy

    Zach Murphy

    Fiction Contributor

    Zach Murphy is a Hawaii-born writer with a background in cinema. His stories appear in Reed Magazine, Ginosko Literary Journal, The Coachella Review, Mystery Tribune, Ruminate, B O D Y, Wilderness House Literary Review, Flash: The International Short-Short Story Magazine, and more. His debut chapbook Tiny Universes (Selcouth Station Press, 2021) is available in paperback and e-book. He lives with his wonderful wife Kelly in St. Paul, Minnesota.


    Works in Nightingale & Sparrow

    437 Wilton Street (A Brick Story)

     

  • Tropism

    Tropism

    Gwyndolyn Hall

    After a long winter
    a small dragon palm left sitting
    too far from a window,
    her gentle neck bent at an unnatural angle,
    her long green leaves lined in dark red truth,
    whispered to me as I carried her to the sun porch:

    Don’t feel bad, dear.
    When faced with imperfect conditions,
    we all twist ourselves towards the light.

    Gwyndolyn Hall

  • The Particular Tilt of the Earth (at this time of year)

    The Particular Tilt of the Earth (at this time of year)

    Margaret King

    The particular tilt of the Earth right now
    In the early fall
    Allows the setting sun to piece light through the blazing maple trees
    The ones we can see from our living room windows
    So green in summer we don’t even think of them
    Until now or until their leaves fall off
    And we no longer have a natural screen between
    Us and the rest of the world

    If marriage is a perpetual dance
    Of spinning toward each other and then apart again
    Then we’re just orbiting ourselves
    Rather
    Please just let me find my way back to you
    Over and over again

    Through the deer path of your heart
    That only I know
    Thistles that grow thick to obscure and protect
    The delicate rabbit with the quick-beating heart
    Deep within and burst into wish fluff
    At this time of year
    So many wishes
    To release on the wind

    The Queen Anne’s Lace
    That, tightly-bunched
    Hides the sleeping caterpillar inside
    These secrets only I know

    Margaret King