Nightingale & Sparrow

Category: heat (Issue No. III)

  • Into the Fire

    Into the Fire

    Rickey Rivers Jr.

    Maybe you should walk with me?
    Into the fire, my love we’ll burn but not implode.

    We will become immortal in the flame.
    We will burn bright and roar, lighting the towns around us.

    Our heat will be felt by the sun and the smoke will reveal our shadows.

    You should walk with me there into the greatness of an ember.
    Cinders in reflection carry the burning bliss.

    Rickey Rivers Jr.

  • Brimstone

    Brimstone

    Frances Boyle

    He smoulders over perfidy and putrefaction. My brother,
    back from saving the world. He witnessed children
    made to work like slaves in emerald mines in Brazil,
    forests stripped and water polluted, while hired thugs
    ‘keep peace’ for multinationals. Poison, he tells me,
    gets papered over with silky PR, policies and promises.
    Soldier of no fortune, he calls himself, bringing his fervent
    crusader gaze to my small orbit of life and compromise.

    We were raised country, with church on Sundays
    but I haven’t been for years. The old stories seemed
    suspect when it came to women: Eve’s bad rap;
    and how about Lot’s wife? Turned to salt, but all she did
    was look back to check on friends, a home she cherished,
    the hearth she had kindled to a household. All left instead
    when angels took her by the hand, to a rain of burning sulphur.

    So, it’s his talk of hellfire and brimstone that shocks me
    more than his bearded pallor, the weary approximation
    of the easy ways we used to have. The new processing
    plant down the road he calls a boil on the county’s ass,
    a festering furuncle. Hyperbole to make me smile,
    but his eyes are animate with righteous blaze.

    He wants to cut losses, says the township’s in ruination,
    like the planet. Little worth in our old home, just four walls,
    gnarled fruit trees and fields gone fallow in nursing home years.
    I see green on the farm pond brilliant as gemstones, while he
    sniffs the fetid stench of scum, another scourge on the land.

    I’m the one who’s taking the house in hand. I sweep
    and scrub, wash walls and light fixtures, haul junk
    to the dump by the truckload. I walk the orchard, ponder
    how I might prune the topiary tangle of his intensity,
    snip it back to the shape of the brother I knew. This farm
    is our legacy. I can’t hover at an auction, watch alone
    as our parents’ treasures sell. I guess I’m becoming
    sentimental; I need us both to take just one look back.

    Frances Boyle

  • 11.52PM, AND PINING

    11.52PM, AND PINING

    Jerry Chiemeke

    (for “Serah”)

    Your eyelids make for shelter
    and the expulsion of sound
    from your vocal chords
    remind me of the evening
    I swore that your breathing
    was the one alarm I looked
    forward to waking up to.
    I can’t tell what keeps you warm
    on evenings where mattresses
    seem four times larger
    but the only thing I want
    wrapped around you
    tighter than your beads
    is my arms.
    I want to trade
    your nose ring
    for the front tip of my lips
    so I can feel the heat
    of your breath on my chin
    and know where to flow from
    when I decide to find out
    what flavours of lip gloss
    you have been trying out lately.

    I send my mind on voyages
    as I yearn to stumble on ways
    to get around the diameters of you,
    there are no memories
    out here to attempt
    confusing themselves with dreams
    but I reach out for any
    faint images that would
    grace me with an idea
    of what it would feel like
    to get lost in you while
    searching for gold in damp places.

    Slow breathing, grabbing,
    incoherent tones that speak of discovery,
    Torsos learning the art of symmetry,
    Colliding pulse rates, indicative
    of hearts that won’t mind being in sync
    toes finding space to
    stretch across each other
    Oxygen traded for units of carbon
    eyes engaged in rendezvous
    with just enough room
    for sweaty noses to fall in warm embrace.

    These days I find it hard
    to tell what is good for me
    or what is just thorns guised as pineapples
    but I can say for sure
    that I know where my head
    craves to be
    under bulbless rooms by 11.52pm,
    and when the world stops
    leaving my mouth agape
    as my hair brushes the clouds
    I am fully aware of
    the two brown rocks
    that I want to be seen clutching
    solemnly in my final hours.

    Jerry Chiemeke

  • First Burn

    First Burn

    Jeff Burt

    How good to burn the mounds of maple leaves
    and twigs, to bend the sky with smoke,

    to spin an earthly contrail that neighbors
    and dogs can trace to the rake’s teeth,

    to enjoy the leafy filters that strained the light
    to make oxygen and sugar, balance my needs with theirs,

    warm the front of my jeans and leave the backside cool
    as I stand face into the billowing smoke

    thanking the maples for my breath, my warmth,
    the little hard candy shifted by my tongue.

    Jeff Burt

  • Oracle

    Oracle

    Charles Venable

    god never withheld visions
    even joseph owned a bronze bowl
    for scrying
    imagine
    it filled with burnt bones
    am i still the boy
    my brothers threw in the hole?

    pareidola

    man’s tendency to see patterns
    where there are none
    this finger bone reveals
    his brothers are alive
    this knuckle tells him
    throw benjamin in prison

    and grow up like his father
    a deceiver
    lord over his brothers
    set above them
    in famine
    banished to this land
    their descendants enslaved

    but god sends messages
    to men like moses
    signs like the burning bush
    demand
    we remove our shoes and sandals
    this is holy ground
    it says
    cinders burn bare feet.

    apophenia

    man’s curse to see connections
    where there are none
    if a bush
    combusts
    speaks
    it might be god
    go free his people from bondage

    and grow up a prophet
    but for forty years
    in the wilderness
    wander
    a generation dies
    punishment
    for listening to a burning bush

    or listening to a talking donkey
    like balaam
    the oracle called to curse israel
    he did the wise thing
    struck it with his staff
    just in case
    it wasn’t a sign of

    schizophrenia

    man’s disease to hear voices
    where there are none
    or for balaam
    god’s voice
    it was wise to obey
    a talking donkey.

    and grow up forgotten,
    save sunday school lessons
    he is the fool
    the donkey saw
    an angel on the road
    he didn’t know

    i asked god
    for a vision of the future,
    no bronze bowl
    no burning bush
    no talking donkey
    i prayed and prayed
    and prayed

    Charles Venable

  • Scarzone

    Scarzone

    Hibah Shabkhez

    When you touch the edge of something hot—a frying-pan, a clothes-iron—you gasp and flinch away, before the knowledge, before the shock and the hurt and the searing of flesh. Locked in the thumping of your heart then, there is the secret triumph of assault successfully withstood, the inexpressible comfort of knowing it could not and cannot hurt you because you did and can again make it stop. But the drenching heat of liquid cannot be flung off, only sponged and coaxed away from the skin. And so they say doodh ka jala, chhaachh bhi phook phook kar peeta hai. It doesn’t take all men, you see, it takes only one; and just so, it takes only one vile lie to break a language’s heart.

    When first you write a lie, a real lie and not simply a truth incognito, whether it be falsehood or treacherous half-truth, language recoils from you in pain, vowing never to trust you with words again. But if you must go on writing lies, for money or grundy-respect, seize the language and let it feel the sting and the trickling fear of the skin parting company with the flesh, over and over and over again, as you hold it unscreaming under the current. You must let body and mind and heart and soul be quite maimed then, until there is no difference left for any of them between truth and lie, between the coldness of lassi and the heat of milk-tides rising from the saucepan. Thereafter you may plunder with impunity all of language and force it to house your lies. And if you will never again find words to tell a truth in, it will not matter, for you will have no truths left to tell.

    Hibah Shabkhez

  • From the Sky to the Ground

    From the Sky to the Ground

    Devon Marsh

    I

    A man knelt in a dry field.
    He accused a handful of dirt.
    The soil argued little.

    Brittle clods dissolved
    into fine dust. The man
    stood, brushed his hands,

    stared at the bright field.
    Parallel rows converged
    toward a line of trees.

    Its far edge shimmered.
    A water tower glared
    around a town’s name.

    The man turned his back
    on the tower, the town,
    the field, the empty sky.

    II

    The man crossed his yard, reached his house,
    stepped across his own initials and his father’s.
    He climbed concrete steps to the porch.
    He waited for the heat to subside.

    Heat’s full tide lapped motionless limbs,
    inundated the house. Doors and windows
    stood open, inviting any breeze. In still rooms,
    heat settled in stagnant pools.

    III

    Shadows crept into the void of departing light.
    They met in open places, conspired,
    grew strong. As heat and light ebbed,
    a thermal essence remained.

    Night voices grew bold. They talked
    among themselves, confident, open.
    Insect dialects recounted
    stories of summer and drought;
    of patience; the role of extremes
    in the hard maintenance of averages.
    The voices talked at length,
    and the man on his porch
    listened for mention of rain.

    IV

    Heat slept in stillness, motionless,
    a calm sea. It stirred in the early hours
    to welcome pink and orange light, a tide
    drawing strength from the sun. It surged,
    broke into day, swept across the land.
    Heat flowed under trees, through open windows,
    woke the man and his wife. When it reached
    the limits of land and air, it grew deep.
    The man rose. He waded into another day.

    V

    Mid-morning, unbearable sun. The man
    closed the hood of his truck, removed his cap.
    Sweat stung the corners of his eyes.
    He squinted at the bright field,
    rows of fading plants. Beyond,
    the water tower stood resolute, but
    grayer than the day before, its glare dispersed.
    The man studied the scene, replaced his cap,
    walked to the house for relief.

    VI

    The man’s wife emerged from relative darkness.
    He and she faced each other across the porch.

    Thought I’d do some shelling, she said.
    Want to sit with me a while?

    Yeah. I’ll get back to the truck
    when the sun ain’t on it.

    His wife placed a paper bag full of beans
    beside her rocker, set a bowl and empty bag
    in the seat, turned to go back inside.

    How about some tea?

    That would hit the spot.
    He sat, hung his hat on the stile.

    His wife disappeared into sounds.
    The refrigerator door swept open,
    popped shut.
    Ice cubes cracked from trays,
    clinked into glasses,
    crackled when tea startled them.
    A knife snapped twice on a board,
    cut two pieces of lemon.
    Refrigerator door again,
    pitcher and lemon returned to cool refuge.

    The man’s wife stepped onto the porch.
    She handed him a glass, placed hers
    on the table between them.
    She sat and arranged her work.

    The man took a long swallow,
    balanced his glass on the arm of his chair.
    Tea tasted good and strong, smelled crisp and bright.
    Condensation ran onto the man’s fingers.

    Another hot one, the woman said.

    Today’s another scorcher.

    Seems muggy, too. That makes it worse.

    I wish the mugginess would decide to cloud up
    and give us some rain.

    The woman’s nimble hands shelled beans into the bowl,
    discarded husks into the paper bag. Think it will?

    Hard to say.
    He rattled ice, took another swallow.
    If it stays muggy it may come up a cloud
    somewhere, this afternoon or tomorrow.
    No telling.

    Dull crumps
    beat
    a slow rhythm
    as the woman
    tossed aside
    byproduct
    of her work.

    The man rocked to the cadence,
    stared past the yard.
    Staccato lines of stunted plants
    ran to a tree line. Beyond, brightness
    hazed and spread up,
    curved back, the sky
    a claustrophobic dome.

    The woman appraised his face, tried
    to think of what to say.
    She shelled butterbeans from their pods,
    pale green moons falling in soft beats
    into the bowl in her lap.

    I believe we might get a shower.

    I don’t know, he said. I just don’t know.

    VII

    Breath, and music.
    His wife respiring
    and the song of nocturnal insects
    pulled the man awake.

    He lay without a sheet,
    thought of his wife
    and himself
    exposed, dependent
    on the night for comfort,
    on the day for light,
    the season for a crop.

    Dependence stood in the room
    haunting the night.
    The man felt helpless
    lying in the dark.

    Light sweat draped his skin
    like a caul. A caprice of night air
    passed through the room.
    Despite the heat, the man shivered.

    He pulled up the sheet
    to protect himself and his wife.
    A fuller breeze followed,
    inflating sheer curtains like sails.

    The man drifted to join his wife.

    VIII

    The man rose before the sun.
    He ate a hard biscuit, drank buttermilk.
    He walked onto the porch,
    out the screen door, down
    the steps to the yard.
    He approached his truck.
    He set about tending a dying farm.

    Heat washed over the land.
    The ground grew hot, the air
    stifled all impulse. By mid-morning
    the man retired to his porch.

    He sat as on the previous day
    and the day before, and
    he watched the trees shine
    defiant green. Such still air.

    Cicadas buzzed in one tree
    and then another, singly,
    not in the chorus of the night.
    The man watched, listened. He heard
    everything telling him to wait.

    Drone of insects
    caused the man to nod. Sleep.
    He sat waking and dozing
    into early afternoon.
    His wife came to call him to lunch
    but decided not to disturb him.
    Instead she took a seat.

    She looked at her husband, his head
    bent forward as if listening to someone
    pray. Then she looked across
    the road at the field and the sky above.
    She rested her tired eyes on a cloud.

    The woman watched the cloud.
    She prayed it would come their way
    or pass before her husband woke.

    A shadow drifted across the far trees
    onto the field. It crossed the road
    to meet tree shadows in the yard.
    Silent lap of shadow on shadow
    startled the insects, stopping their songs.
    In the sudden quiet the man awoke,
    puzzled at the silence and the field
    that no longer blared midday glare.
    He stared at the mounting cloud,
    then looked to his wife. She smiled.

    Looks like we might get some rain.

    The man beheld a cumulus dreadnaught
    floating in a deep new sky. Darkness
    touched its hull down low. Brilliance
    thrust upward, white billows piled on billows.
    Air carried the cloud slowly, as if
    it had the density of granite.
    The mass and its shadow drifted
    above the man’s field and his house.
    From across the road, he received
    the report of countless impacts.

    IX

    The man opened his door
    to meet the rain
    as it came into his yard.

    His wife watched him reach
    toward the first few drops.
    They hesitated, assented, fell harder.

    The man crossed the yard and road
    to step into his field. Power and majesty
    spoke in monosyllable raindrops
    that blurred into words and into
    a single word that meant possibility.

    He said, “Lord, I’m
    standing on a fine line.”
    The din increased.
    The cloud gave forth
    a downpour.
    Water washed anxiety
    from the grateful man.
    The ground darkened.

    X

    The man cried from the sky
    to the ground, tears like rain.

    Devon Marsh