Nightingale & Sparrow

Category: heat (Issue No. III)

  • Scarzone

    Scarzone

    Hibah Shabkhez

    When you touch the edge of something hot—a frying-pan, a clothes-iron—you gasp and flinch away, before the knowledge, before the shock and the hurt and the searing of flesh. Locked in the thumping of your heart then, there is the secret triumph of assault successfully withstood, the inexpressible comfort of knowing it could not and cannot hurt you because you did and can again make it stop. But the drenching heat of liquid cannot be flung off, only sponged and coaxed away from the skin. And so they say doodh ka jala, chhaachh bhi phook phook kar peeta hai. It doesn’t take all men, you see, it takes only one; and just so, it takes only one vile lie to break a language’s heart.

    When first you write a lie, a real lie and not simply a truth incognito, whether it be falsehood or treacherous half-truth, language recoils from you in pain, vowing never to trust you with words again. But if you must go on writing lies, for money or grundy-respect, seize the language and let it feel the sting and the trickling fear of the skin parting company with the flesh, over and over and over again, as you hold it unscreaming under the current. You must let body and mind and heart and soul be quite maimed then, until there is no difference left for any of them between truth and lie, between the coldness of lassi and the heat of milk-tides rising from the saucepan. Thereafter you may plunder with impunity all of language and force it to house your lies. And if you will never again find words to tell a truth in, it will not matter, for you will have no truths left to tell.

    Hibah Shabkhez

  • A cold glass of water against this heat

    A cold glass of water against this heat

    Laurie Koensgen

    I can’t let it rest
    on the table without
    causing a ring—

    a humid halo,
    a planet’s misty caul,
    concentric swells a fish makes
    in the stillness
    of a lake

    or, as if you wet your finger
    in the pool of your tongue
    and circle my glass’s rim
    until it performs a singing bowl’s
    holy solo.

    My fingers trace
    the wet ring on my thigh.
    Glass in hand, I wait for you.

    Laurie Koensgen

  • almost your scorched earth

    almost your scorched earth

    K Weber

    K Weber

  • Embers

    Embers

    Zoe Philippou

    Zoe Philippou

  • how to swim

    how to swim

    Rick White

    don’t let me interrupt myself steve
    i’m a motherfucking serial killer
    holy blast radius
    pharmaceutical winter

    i’m your haunted parentheticals
    your white noise ghost
    chewing on waves of interference
    dancing on the tips of useless prose

    i’ve stared down xanax nightmares
    in taxidermy bars
    i’m the locum doctor
    in the for-your-own-good ward

    i’ve danced with graceless liars
    foxed the chickens in
    belted strapped and tripwired
    til the filaments go dim

    so fill me to the widest part
    so i have room to breathe
    sanctify your indiscretions
    wrought beautifully in porcelain

    wake me up in gardens made of night time
    beat me til my hands and feet cave in
    meet me by a moonlit pool at midnight
    i’ll teach you how to swim

    Rick White

  • That Summer We Knew Each Other

    That Summer We Knew Each Other

    Kassandra Montag

    Almost every weekend that summer,
    you would join me on the porch at dusk.
    As the night wore on we could see a raccoon
    or possum stalking past, nothing visible
    but its eyes and the silhouette of fur.

    We are the sum of our parts, you would say.
    Or, I am not living, only existing.

    Words nothing like your flannel shirt,
    or the glow of the streetlights,
    or the thick scent of pine trees.

    That August two hard rains fell.
    Before and after heat hung in the air
    like claws stuck in prey and steam caught in my throat.

    I heard yesterday that you got a job
    with a logging company up north.
    That you don’t speak to many people.
    You read books, smoke, sit on your porch at night.

    Once that August I opened your cedar box
    to reach for a cigar and when I looked up
    you were watching me.

    Your look reminded me of a photo
    I saw earlier that summer in a psychiatric museum.
    The man was chained to a wall with an iron ring
    around his neck, his feet bound with cloth.

    An hour before the photo he may have been spun in a cage
    or shaken or kicked or doused with water,
    and still he remained tucked away.
    He stared at the camera with his deep-set eyes

    Please, interfere with me.

    Kassandra Montag

  • Declaration

    Declaration

    Megha Sood

    I draw that circle of protection around me
    keeping me safe,
    breathing in the shadows
    of simmering love
    and gulping the elixir
    the concoction of love;
    the reason for my sustenance,
    like those mahogany swinging in the wild.

    The nape of my neck
    feeling the apricity
    a warm embrace;
    as if the skin speaks of your love
    the warm undulation to which
    my heaving chest conforms
    a feeling so sublime.

    The symphony to which my breast syncopates
    you are carved inside my soul
    deeply seeded,
    like those endless moles
    which your gelid fingers counted
    in the frothy moonlight
    on my undulating back.

    As it rises and falls back with passion
    that smoldering aroma,
    of your breath interlaced with mine.
    It births a thousand poem
    those gyrating hips,
    in that naked moment
    when your heart
    called me, mine.

    Megha Sood

  • shade

    shade

    Rosie Carter

    Rosie Carter

  • Enjoying Emerald Isle

    Enjoying Emerald Isle

    Catherine A. Coundjeris

    Days like poetry
    Stretch out forever
    In a shimmering light
    On summer beaches.
    The roar of the serf
    Lulling me to sleep.
    Shrimp for dinner on
    Every long summer day.
    Tortoise and dolphin pass by.
    Terns and ghost crabs
    Caught on film
    Pelicans making their daily journey
    From one side of the beach to the other.
    Contentment like the warm waves of air
    All around with sky and water.
    Time is liquid here
    And the heat a second skin.
    We wear next to nothing
    Morning, noon, and night,
    Swimming with the rays
    Both sunshine and fish.
    An occasional shark
    Six foot and gray,
    But mostly all together in one house
    Enjoying Emerald Isle.

    Catherine A. Coundjeris

  • Luminescent Two-step

    Heart of the Fire

    Essie Dee

    Shades of violet in the sky
    Sunset
    Iridescent patio lights
    Dance in a gentle breeze
    Cicadas and crickets sing love songs
    Before the bass kicks in
    Low and pulsing
    An engaged heartbeat
    Whoops of joy, glasses clink
    Cheers to a long weekend
    Campfire set, bodies sway
    Volume and bottle count steadily increase
    A few too many had
    Eyes meet through smokey haze
    Curve of lip, raised eyebrow
    A desired understanding
    An approach, flickers of light
    Cast shadows on his face, in her eyes
    Two move to the music
    Hands and forms press into one another
    In the background cheers erupt
    Acknowledging the inevitable
    But they do not hear
    Their song is heartbeat, quick breath and thoughts
    Of what may be on a sticky summer night

    Essie Dee